Living in a bubble


It’s already quite a progress to realize that you are living in a bubble, that something is off and you don’t know what it is, but you can feel it. It’s much better than complete ignorance because ignorance is not bliss, ignorance is unhappiness, a sense of dullness and incompleteness. Once you…

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Post enlightenment


Post enlightenment. Although we may understand that I refers to consciousness and not the body form, although we may understand that I am not the feelings nor the thoughts that are appearing, we may still experience resistance and seeking. We may still experience aversion and a sense of lack…

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When you are hunting


When you are hunting for something or someone, thinking and feeling are engaged in the hunt and the open space of awareness is temporarily narrowed as hunter and prey.  This initial duality maintains itself as long as you remain in your personal interest. You may succeed or fail in your hunt but…

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It is god that reveals itself to you


It is god that reveals itself to you. Lifting the veil of your personal identity, it reveals itself to you beyond your mind. In an instant you know beyond any doubt gods glory, eternity and infinity. Its majesty and beauty are revealed to you. Forgetting, you return to the old paradigm and once…

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I am Thou


I am with you. I am within you. I am you. We are never apart. One I. One truth. One being. One reality. I speak to you as if to another. But I know you as my very self. I guide you as if guiding another. But I know you as my very self. I listen to your intimate sharing as if listening to another.…

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You are not what you imagine yourself to be


You are not what you imagine yourself to be. It is what you truly are that imagines itself to be what you think and feel you are. Therefore, you and your experience are its imagination. Your sense of personal being as well as the world you perceive are via its imagination. Via the contemplation of…

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It is that same consciousness


It’s that same consciousness that takes on this form, that takes on all forms. We all know ourself as I. Then we add a story which is mind. But at the core of all stories, the nature of all minds is that same I. I aware presence. Self knowing, all knowing. The peace of being. The transparency of…

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What is truth?


Truth is our true nature. That which we truly are. Truth is that which is eternal and infinite. Beyond the limitations of thinking and perceiving. When you contemplate your experience, you may find that the reality of your experience is not what appears to you. Truth is you, awareness. I, aware…

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Noticing the me tendencies


There is a practice of noticing within oneself the me-tendencies. Some me-tendencies are loud and obvious, easy to notice, other are subtle, barely noticed and go under the radar. At times noticing the mind going outwards is clear and facile and the mind can be brought back to the silent inward…

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Realization


The realization of the source does not mean the end of the contemplation, revelation and celebration. It simply means the end of doubt and unhappiness. The end of the sense of separation. It's what our true nature is. It is not some magical attainment that makes you special. It is a return to…

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Once you know the self


Once you know the self, you’re no longer going anywhere. You’re always here as presence. There isn’t seeking or avoiding. You are no longer prey to desire. Time collapses into the eternity of aware presence. You are no longer an object, a form. You are formless and without borders. This requires…

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After ecstasy, the laundry


After ecstasy, the laundry. Sat/Chit/Ananda is not possible without the laundry. The work of cleaning house is unavoidable. Whether you do this work before the understanding or after the understanding or both before and after the understanding, aligning the mind and body with truth is essential and…

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Awareness


Awareness We assume that someone has the sense of I. We assume that someone knows I Am/awareness. We overlook thatOnly I has the sense of IThe sense of I belongs to IThe knowing of I belongs to INot to someone. Not to a form. Only awareness is aware. There is no one who is aware. I refers to…

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I and the me-feeling


Mostly when we say I, we are referring to the me-feeling. Meaning the sense of being an individual entity. Upon knowing oneself, we refer to I as the ultimate reality of being awareness. Although there is no separate self, we are not knowing of our true nature, until we are. The waking state is our…

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Feeling wholeness


It is much more challenging to feel whole, to be whole than to understand wholeness. Somehow, we have to dive below thinking and deeply into the realm of feelings. The tendency to remain at the surface of feelings does not reveal their empty true nature. Once we approach feelings with silence,…

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The separate self


The separate self~~~Notice the subtle movement within your being towards and away from any object, experience or feeling. Notice within yourself the tendency, no matter how faint towards an image or a feeling. The very subtle sense of lack and incompleteness that hides beneath and within thinking…

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The spiritual path


The unfolding pathThe spiritual journey is an inquiry into truth which starts with the bubble of personhood whereby we believe that I refers to a physical form. The perception is that of an internal self and an external world. The feeling state is that of isolation and separation. Then we realize…

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Experiencing your globality


Experiencing from your globality. As a separate self we perceive from within a bubble. We move from perception to perception within the bubble. This bubble is the feeling of being a person, a limited self. We experience this bubble as unhappiness, as the sense of lack and incompleteness. At some…

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Does anything matter?


Although on the absolute level, nothing matters, although on the absolute level there is no separate self, on the relative level, we live as if everyone and everything matters. It matters because it is manifesting and all manifestations refer directly or indirectly to divine grace. Happy…

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Only awareness is aware


'Only awareness is aware' This conversation is a dream conversation, and thus not a conversation. There is no one truly having a conversation. It is mind. And yet, there is no mind. True meaning of awareness:** 'There is no separate reality'** 'The numerical world is dream' Which does not leave 1…

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The heart 💗 of the matter.


The heart of the matter. I have never in fact, encountered a thought. I know I am supposed to and yet, in my experience, I am unable to find a thought. Wherever and whenever I look, I only find I. I awarenessI presenceI-II beingness When I consider the thought: I love cardinalsI cannot find this…

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The intimacy of knowing


Being with the other as a separate other, I overlook my true nature and I am not knowingly myself. Being with the other as my very self, I am knowingly myself and do not leave myself. The one and only Self. Knowing myself as universal being awareness, I recognize everyone and everything as myself.…

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I have always been the same I


Irrespective of the age of the body, irrespective of the state of the world, body mind. I have always been the same I. Invisible, undeniable IAware presence Although the I has never been any other, only now I is I knowing itself as the limitless Self. I knowing itself reveals the universality of I.…

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Attention returning to its source.


Attention returning to its source. Most of the time, via the senses, via perception, thinking, sensing, feeling, emoting, attention is focused on the content of experience. The experience is objective, material and personal made out of subjects and objects. In order for attention to turn itself…

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When we are contemplating God’s reality


When we are contemplating God’s reality, the reality of universal consciousness, we are doing so on behalf of everyone and everything. It is god's grace which invites and facilitates this contemplation. Everyone benefits from this contemplation like everyone benefits from the blooming of the flower…

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