As long as I continue to believe (and feel) myself as a separate entity, as long as I still believe and feel that I am a human being, a man or woman, I continue to experience myself as separate from divinity, as separate from God. I continue to experience myself as a mortal entity and I experience the thorn of mortality.
It is the belief and the feeling of separation which triggers reactivity, resistance and seeking. Our entire past trauma reinforces our sense of separation and leads us to identifcation.
It is this formless awareness which is playing the egoic entity game.
Understanding about the reality of conscuisness and its universal nature helps us to let go of our egoic tendencies. It helps us engage with others out of a place of compassion and openness. All of us are this formless awareness playing various egoic games until we choose to let it go.
Sooner or later, we turn our attention to the source and take a deeper look at the tendency to engage in activities aimed at benefiting and improving the sense of personal self.
Can we invite the question: In this moment, what am I assuming myself to be?
Is it possible to meet our experience without any assumptions about what we are?
Clean slate.
Without referring to the egoic structure, without referring to the past.
Is there identification with a separate body mind entity? Are we protecting and defending the egoic self?
Or are we open and not-knowing? Is our mind loaded with past knowledge and conditioning?
The moment we invite ourselves to be open and not knowing, there is a shift in perception, more clarity and receptivity. A certain degree of freedom.
Rather than engaging from a place of reactivity and negative emotions, we can choose to engage from a place of freedom and understanding. It is a fascinating exploration.
This brief journey is a journey from multiplicity to awakening to unity. From the sense of separation to the holy reunion.
We are here in order to heal the illusion of separation.
